Raya's Entry

Selamat Hari Raya first of all. Maaf diatas kelewatan post entri pasal raya tahun ini, memandangkan raya ini sangat sibuk, menghadiri rumah terbuka selama seminggu berturut-turut dan sibuk kerana tahun ini open house aku selama 4 hari. Fuh! amat meletihkan. aku tidak mempunyai sebarang idea untuk ditulis dalam post kali ini, cuma aku ingin upload gambar raya sahaja. 

Pictures with: Cousins, && Besties. 

Sekian. Malas nak upload banyak banyak. ;D

Died

Entri kali ini sebenarnya aku memang tidak tahu nak tulis pasal apa, pasal siapa or bila. Just tiba-tiba aku rasa aku kena buat blog baru memandangkan ada segelintir manusia yang sangat bagus, manusia yang belajar tinggi, tapi susah nak terima kenyataan, telah menulis sedikit sebanyak tentang aku. Ada aku kisah ? AHAHA. Macam lah aku ni jenis yang tidak reti membaca dan tidak mampu menulis tentang kau wahai si cerdik pandai. Ye, dulu memang segala benda aku kongsi dengan kau, dari isi keluarga aku, sehinggalah ke kisah hidup aku. Erk, maksud aku, kisah tentang siapa buah hati aku. Tetapi, pernah tak kau terfikir, kadang- kadang aku juga memerlukan sedikit ruang untuk bersendiri ? Oh, seperti mana kau juga. Aku rasa lah, tetapi lain lah kalau kau jenis yang suka mencanang semua cerita tentang kau. Oh, sesungguhnya aku bukanlah macam itu. Bukan semua cerita, kisah aku akan ceritakan pada kau. Termasuklah masalah aku dengan buah hati aku walaupun kau lah antara manusia pertama yang tahu cerita tentang perkara terbaru berkaitan hidup aku. Tetapi, kau jangan pernah fikir yang segalanya akan aku ceritakan pada kau, kerana aku makin lama makin tidak selesa dengan cara kau.  Aku diam sehari dua, atau mungkin berminggu, kau sudah fikir macam-macam, aku tidak ingin berkawan dengan kau lah, aku marah kau lah. Sesungguhnya, cara kau itu bukan menunjukkan yang kau ambil berat tentang aku, tetapi itu adalah suatu yang sangat merimaskan aku. 

Untuk terakhir kalinya, aku tidak lagi menganggap kau sebagai seorang yang bernama sahabat. 

ENGKAU !

Sila Pergi Jauh Jauh Okay. Jangan Nak Menyibuk !

Mine honour is my life; both grow in one; take honour from me and my life is done.

Yes, she did it. she already took my honour and completed my life also thanks God for giving me a girl named Nur Adilah Mohd Nordin and i do love her so much. & i will always here for her, plus, i will take a good care on her, Your beautifull and a great creature. yes, i will. That's my promise to You, God. And do bless us, bless our relationship. No boundaries between us although each of us stay away for a thousand miles, that will not be a matter to us. Because, we always put our believe to God, and on our shoulder.

* I'm Smiling. With A Big Big Smile. *

Insomaniac

I laid on a bed
Flashes of memory I regreted before
Faces that I can't forget
They all looked like bloody red

There's something in my head
Things that you don't get
It's eating my neurons like evil RAT

Like how I see some people are better "dead"
0r how i use their head as shooting target
It's soo B A D

I'm scared. yes. i do.

What A Coarse Joke.

My dad borrowed my lappy to do his work at house courtyard, while his lappy repaired. Then, after 2 hours, he walked into the house. now, my turn to online. but when we walk aside he said something to me.

Dad: Tadi ado bunyi sreshh sreshh luar tu. dop tau la gapo (Tadi ada bunyi sreshh sreshh kat luar tuh. tapi taktau lah apa bendanya)

Me: hah?! bunyi gapo? yo ko? (hah? Bunyi apa? Betul ke?)

Dad: Abah raso ado mayak jale luar tu. aboh napok mace ado bendo jale jah luar tuh. mugo tadi rumoh sebeloh tuh ado ore mati. (abah rasa ada mayat berjalan kat luar tu. abah nampak macam ada benda je berjalan kat luar tu. sebab tadi kat rumah sebelah tuh ada orang meninggal.)


Then, I turned back into the house. and ask my brother to get me the lappy at the house courtyard. my dad hearty-laughtered at me when he saw my face's expression. scared. yes. i do. Not just my dad laughed at me, but so do with my two brothers. fuck. what-the-hell. u think this is a joking at 2.02am?

But, is it true what my father's word that he saw something out there?
So confusing.






*Blur*

Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover

He's looking hot, looked like an educated boy,  but he's just like other guy out there. nothing special to him. ouh. there is one special about him. sweet. that shows from his act. really good in treating peoples even that was a just first-time-date. AHAHA.

 

The way he treated peoples, im not really sure. but some stories what i've heard about his-sweet-act was like being naughty towards those peoples. kissing their hands, play with their hair and be soo nice. that was looked like a slut.

I am not trying to judge him through his act toward others. but, i did not expecting him do such things even no one knows what kind of people he tried to be. everyone like him. but, don't judge a book by its cover. nothing is perfect. he looked hot almost every single of his photos. looked like a good boy. but now, good boy gone bad. AHAHAHAH.

Shame on u lah.