I'm freaking happy. Thanks to you ! *Big Smile*

In some quite time being with you,

You make me melting with your attitude.

That is not something I asked for, but its came naturally.

So cool of that and no-bounce answer from you. Oh my God ! Non-expectable :)

And now I can feel whats the meaning of falling in love in our own way.

You're so kiddish but I love that thingy so much.

You're stubborn (sometime) but lastly, follow my word.

And even you're sheepish, but I don't think so. Sorry ! *haha*

The shit things out of from your mouth, I don't ever like it.

But slowly watch your words for your own good sake. Okay ?

I miss your scent, your smile and your spoon-fed so much !

Please come to me ASAP ! I want hug you to feel your warm-bodies.

And yes ! I'm in love-mood ♥

This is what we called C R U S H :|

There is no fixed age limit defined to have a crush. For some people it occurs in childhood, for others in teenage years and for many, till old age. When you have a crush, it can be defined to be an unexplained liking for a person. It may be someone of the same sex, of the opposite sex, someone smaller than you, someone older than you or even some celebrity.

Scientifically, crushes start with a lack of knowledge that is driven by unrequited love, unrequited ness and secrecy that keeps a crush fuelled forever. The most familiar symptoms of a crush are racing heartbeat, a tingling sensation in the groin, finding focusing rather difficult, rampant fantasizing and lightheadedness.

A crush is basically a fantasy; and this is a point you should remember when you have a crush on a guy. Only then will you be able to enjoy a crush as a pleasant diversion. Though you may envision a crush to be love, it is just a fantasy which acts as a pleasant diversion to you. It is not love but lust that fuels the crush; and if you get too engrossed in the crush, and can’t tell from reality and fantasy, you may head for heartbreak. On the other hand, if you have really turned serious about the guy and want to proceed towards dating.

You know you have a crush on a guy if you can’t look at him in the face. Maintaining eye contact seems to be rather difficult too. Thinking about the guy often, and yearning to eat their entrails are all signs of a crush on the guy. Many a time, a person tends to purposely run into the person he or she has a crush on, just to be able to smile or say hello to them.

Though you may be an introvert, when you have a crush on a guy, you tend to try to get as much information about the guy as possible. The first thing that you would want to find out about him would be his dating and marital status. If you find a funny feeling in your stomach, as if you were hungry even after having your lunch, it indicates that you have crush on the guy.

If you find yourself looking at him every time you meet him, until he looks back at you. And once you find him looking at you, you just look away while feeling shy. Some people also tend to feel nervous around the person they have crush on. Blushing and sweating when he asks you something or even when he compliments you, are all signs of a crush on a guy.

When on a crush on a guy, you tend to look for him everywhere. Whatever you see or do reminds you of the guy. You tend to get all energetic when he is around you, and sometimes you get really nervous and self-conscious too. These are the usual symptoms a person experiences while having a crush. So if you tend to find some of these symptoms going through you when you see that cute guy, it will most probably indicate a crush for the guy.

Thanks !

What a great weeks i ever had !

That is only what can i say right now, while writing this post.

Thanks to all friends that cheer me up and make my days so exciting !

And one day, I will pay back all your kindness, with Allah's will.

Here is some friends that I really happy knowing them.

They are so much fun and always there when i needed them.

Not only for happy time, but also in saddest situation too :)

Hope this is only the beginning !

In the pictures :Hafez Aeron | Yanaa | Ena Adrina | FheaKak Ein | Qai Adit | Zatii | Dekwan | Yatt

I really need you !

For a quite some time,
Its been a long journey I ever had,
And so many things happened to myself,
I did regret some of things, but mostly I have to face it - alone !

Today, so sudden I really miss you and need you so much.
I feel like I want to be by yourside, having a great moment together.
But, you are now far away from me, and there have no much time to be with you.
Perhaps, everyday you will pray for myself and my sucked life here - alone without you.

Just, your pray will make my life much better from day to day.
And, for God's sake I will never forget you because you are my heart.
Everything I do, I do for you. I will face all the risks just because I love you.
Yeah ! No one can seperate us, but only Allah. And I believe that day will come to all of us.


Mama, Abah & Siblings - I really love & miss all of you. I'm sorry for all my wrong doings all this while.

Emosi sedikit

Sekarang jam di lappy aku menunjukkan tepat pukul 5.10 am.
Tapi aku masih tidak boleh melalapkan mata walaupun sekejap.
Walaupun aku tidak berapa sihat hari ni, aku masih mampu menulis di blog.
Okay, sebelum itu, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha untuk semua kawan-kawan di dunia maya dan juga di dunia realiti :)

nahh ! Ini apa yang ingin dicoret.
Aku berada di kampung, dan banyak mengetahui perkembangan kawan kawan lama disini.
Dari zaman kecil sehinggalah yang sudah berumahtangga kini dan mempunyai anak.
Kawan kawan sekeliling, kawan kawan sepermainan dahulu kala, kini semua sudah bekeluarga.
Dari yang nakal, kini sudah menjadi seorang yang baik. Sangat berbeda dari zaman muda.

Tapi apa yang tinggal adalah aku.
Masih mencari kehidupan yang baik dan mampu membanggakan orang sekeliling, terutama sekali keluarga aku. Tapi hanya Tuhan yang maha mengetahui, bilakah detik itu akan tiba untuk aku.
Tetapi setiap hari, setiap saat aku mencuba untuk menjadi lebih baik, mengejar kehidupan yang sedikit sempurna berbanding kehidupan kini.
Bukan untuk aku, tetapi untuk semua insan yang aku sayang.

Ya Tuhan,
berkatilah kehidupan aku.
Dan sesungguhnya, aku hanyalah hamba yang lemah.
Hamba yang sentiasa mengharap pertolongan dan petunjuk dari Mu ya Tuhan.
..............................................

Mood : emosi tidak stabil :(

Mitosfit aku, bukan kamu

Suka, bukan suka suka.
Itu dua perkara yang berbeza.
Walau ejaan yang serupa.
Tetapi, berbeza terjemahannya.

Waktu suka aku tika ini terjadi tidak sekerap dahulu.
Namun aku tetap utuh menerima utusan ini.
Waktu suka suka aku sangat kerap berlaku,
tidak kira tempat dan ketikanya.
Dan wajarannya aku alpa akan membezakan sosial dan aturan kehidupan.

Duka hanya satu.
Tafsirannya kecewa juga sedih.
Ya, aku jujur mengatakan aku kecewa dan mengecewakan.
Serta aku juga sedih dan menyedihkan.
Atas apa yang berlaku, diatas kemahuan suka suka aku sendiri.
Bukan orang sekeliling.

Namun segalanya diharap akan berubah.
Mengikut arus waktu kehidupan aku sendiri.
Serta melalui pengalaman lampau.
Aku tetap aku, harapnya mendatang.
Cuma ubah yang tidak lengkap untuk menjadi pelengkap yang melengkapi semua yang kurang lengkap.
Pada semua yang aku sayang.


=.=

Lifes, Loves and Laugh

Hello dear readers and lovely friends.
Thanks for stopping by here.
Long time no update, so im sorry.
Quite busy with volunteering job lately.
Everything was fine so far, and I'm enjoying doing that job.
But, i still hopping that i will get better and permanent job later.
Give me a pray !

My life, also getting fine.
With peoples, colleagues, but seriously i do missed my past !
Wish that i can turn back my old time before so then i can fix everything that went wrong.

And, lately i always dream about my sweetest mum.
And yes ! I cried. Cried for someone that will always love me and accept for who am i.

Happy Eid Mubarak !

Raya tahun ini sangat membosankan !
Tak dapat duit raya and tak dapat beraya rumah saudara mara pun ! =.=

FULLSTOP !

what i need

Nothing much to say;
Just some kind of word that make me feel better;
Just say you love me, you miss me and you need me; so often. So that, its enough.
And yes ! I love that words.
Says to me not to the others.

Selamat Berpuasa !

Sorry for a long time with no any updated stories.

Quite busy with my work and also with my life.

From day to day, i wish there is a light to give a me a chance to be a great person; someday.

And for this holy month, Ramadhan,

I also hope that everything goes fine with no any bad day.

To God, give me a chance to be a great person so i could prove to some people that i can success with my own feet.

To those people that always said to me ; "Parent kau boleh tanggung kau, senang lah hidup" i never used my parent's wealthy to carry on into my life. I'm working to survive everyday. So, watch your word !

Nothing left to say, i just want to wish to all my Muslims friends, Happy Ramadhan ! May God bless all of us ! :)